TO ALL

anyone looking for Full Time jobs?
be it i know u or not.. passerby or what..

cos got quite a number of vacancy available for all kinds of job scope..

give me time to analyse my situation..
to decide whether to face it or to run away from it..

give me time to find out what i want..
whether i want to be what ive always been or to be someone different..

give me time to think..
to see if i want to continue being a 'silly' friend..

give me time to think..
to see if i deserve Him..

give me time to think..
to see what i want in future..

give me time to find back all my smiles
when my laughter is truly comin out from within..
thats the day i know ive heal completely..
and thats the day i can finally say what happened without sheddin a tear..

went msia to baibai ytd.. after which went to my relatives place to visit....
woo.. all my cousins look so grown up alrdy.. haha..

came back ard 3++ and meet evelyn bout 745 at cwp.. haha.. went ichiban to have dinner and ice cream after tt..

sorry toonie.. cldnt tell u wad happen that day yet..
give me some time kae..

"there are many ways to get hurt.
but the only way to heal is thru love."

true?
well..i dunno.

haha..anw, i found out that my manager nick is Happy Worm..
cant help but to 'dark smile' to myself.. hahaha..
oh yea.. the abv phase is also his nick..

went to perm my hair ytd with tang.. it turn out not the way we wanted it to be..
well..my mum say after a week it wld be better.. my colleague say when she jyust perm also like that.. really need to apply things and will look the way i want it to be..

well??? hahaha.. but at first when we meet.. we like not so interested to perm le.. maybe go dye or wad.. than i told tang if im goin to perm and the perm sucks.. i will cut short my hair.. than dunno wad happen and wad we say.. we decided to perm again.. LOL!! so i cant regret my decision..

ohh.. and the aunty is funny.. she blow dry my hair but told tang that hers is better to be 'natural dry'.. -.-"
tang say shes bias.. hahaha.. guess the aunty is tired.. mi and tang can sense her tired-ness..

oh ya..meetin tang ltr for treatment.. =)
she just got the magic to make mi smile la.. -.-"

and ah jin.. i lookin forward to ur smile once again ok.. anythin can look for us..

wasnt feelin so good in the mornin.. 双重打击。。 dun bother to correct me if the words is wrong~ kena 2 person's attitude within 12 hours.. pls~ i never owe u all anythin.. altho u both dun mean it but i dun have to be the one at the receivin end of it~~~

but im alrdy ok le.. muhahahaha..

oh ya.. thx samantha for brightenin up my dae..!!

Samantha~[c=47]B O R I N G ! ! ! [/c] says:
u are my guardian angel
Samantha~[c=47]B O R I N G ! ! ! [/c] says:
hmmz
Samantha~[c=47]B O R I N G ! ! ! [/c] says:
more like everyone's guardian angel

*her everyone doesnt means Everyone la..as in ppl whom are super clse to me.. and i mean SUPER close.

FUCK!!

*holdin back the tears..

havin cramps and have to stay in a air-con room, this situation sucks.

sugar roll without sugar..

met up with baobao and yx for dinner last nite st cwp.. jess came along too and we just walk blindly.. hahaha.. cwp is gettin boring..~~ =x

dunno why he insisted to send mi back when yx cld just do so cos he's takin a cab bck to camp and will go pass my place.. hahaha.. only to find out he actually got things to tell me when we sat down somewhere near my house.. **sweets!

i think i found back all the feelings.. esp after tt scene.. muhahahaha!! its just so fun teasing him..
im evil~~ =x

haha.. ard 1-2 weeks ago, i suddenly thought of buyin somethin for a fren.. but his bdae is like 5 mths ltr?? LOL! but still, i told him bout it but of cos never tell him wad it is la.. i noob also never noob till that extent.. haha.. but he ask and i gave him some clues..

**its very expensive
**eletronic
**well known and u will see people carryin it whenever u go out
**couple of ppl ard us have it
**got black,blue, pink and maybe white i think
**electronic..portable
**practical to him but not me
**cannot bring into camp

its like so obvious can.. anw.. he ask mi the range for the 'very expensive'.. so i told him..the wallet i got for baobao at ard 120++ was consider expensive.. for very expensive wld be ard 200-300? haha.. but i told him i wont buy the gift myself la.. will get a few people to chip in.. they would gladly chip in cos he's a popular friend..lol

and he sms mi just now sayin he knw what to get for me..
'ur present is gonna cost me a big big big, very big hole in my pocket.." lol..so i ask for his clue..

**compact
**never seen before
**useful to me but not him
**electronic
**in relation to one of my fave thing

haha..he claim if anymore clue i wld knw what it is..and indeed.. his last clue is very obvious.. -Capture

LOL!! digital camera.. and i maybe can get in advance cos i told him i would be gettin one for myself.. haha..actually i wld have alrdy gotten it if i wasnt mistaken to be a 'atm'..LOL! hmm..but seriously..i was super shocked with that..and i would gladly share the cost..
anw..one of the clue "never seen before" cos he wanted to get the latest model when purchasin it.. either he must be crazy or he's too rich..

LOL!

remember when i first came to this dept.. my impression was cold, boring and excel..
and i could only do less than 1 quotation in a day.. actually not quotation.. is bill of materials.. ahh.. say le u all also blur.. lol..

when the quote form is sent over.. i will do everythin like vlookup, pivot etc.. than finish le pass to my in charge where she will complete the second part which is very chiem to me.. haha..

now i can finish the first part of it in less than an hour.. im so proud of myself can.. but im still bored cos lots and lots of excel.. hahaha.. i dun hate excel but i dun like it either.. lol.. double standard..

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count down = 18 days , 12 working days

after which i will stop workin first.. spend time with everyone, everywhere..
hahaha.. esp baobao who will be on leave for 2 weeks i think.. muhahahaha..

pictures taken on 10/11 @ amk hub

browse thru his profile just now.. feel happy for him.. =)
im glad we ended off the 'harsher' way.. if not i think it would be even harder to get over our relationship back then..
they say if a couple who have broken off can remain as friends, there are 2 possibilities.
one : they never really love each other before.
two : they still cant get over each other.
well.. ??

but no matter wad.. im glad to have my baobao..

altho he's always makin me angry
altho he's not so romantic
altho he's just a simple guy
altho he's not good with words
altho he's not perfect
altho he's thinkin cant turn fast enough at times

but

he never fail to bring back my smile
he never fail to plan surprises for me altho i always 刺破他的局.. i just cant help it la.. =x
he never fail to care..not only for me, but for my family and friends =)
he never fail to pop out some sweet stuff
he never fail to change his habits that he said he would
he never fail to make me touched which his plan for our future
he never fail to listen whenever i feel like complaining
he never fail to build back my faith on our r/s whenever i feel like letting go

he never complain bout my unreasonable
he never complain bout me putting friends before him *altho he grumble bout it before.. lol
he never complain bout me 'spendin 'his money.. *oops
he never probe bout secrets between me and my gals
he never complain when i have to leave early on his bdae celebration
he never complain when suddenly my frens wanna meet and i cancel his date
he never complain when i start to whine without reasons

and im now certainly sure im loving u
=)

i survived!!

haha.. i survive thru a boring dae at work and a very sleepy mood..
LOL!

"determine to let u stay with me for the rest of my life and not someone that i came across only in this lifetime.hope u will be stayin with me.. u might not know how important u are to me, ... but u are irreplacable"

*how sweet~

im tired.

met ahjin ard 11 todae.. went Sunshine plaza to print poster needed for her presentation. hang around aimlessly and decided to go home.. hahaha.. super early la.. the time we decided to leave is like the normal timing we wld meet to go out.. -.-

thanks my bro for fixin my adapter and reformattin my lousy phone.. lol..

went to msl to pei jessica rebond her hair after work.. lol.. cos ivan prefer her straight hair.. didnt intend to do anythin there, but ended up havin a hair cut.. wanted to cut shorter a bit.. but tt person sae dont.. cos he want me to perm.. lol.. my hair or his hair.. -.-"

hmmm.. perm or no perm.. i scared perm le look old lehx.. well.. even if i decide to perm.. perm at msl there or sam there? hahaha.. think too much.. anw, their treatment is very cheap.. i was expectin a higher price.. after cuttin and after her rebondin.. went to have dinner with yx.. his night's out.. hes damn funny la.. he just ate ard 5+ and still got water parade ard 10.. he still came to have dinner.. lol.. water parade is whereby u have to drink a significant amount of water..

forgot to mention.. at the salon ytd.. there was a lack of fresh air towards the end.. cos some pollutant happen to be there too.. *irritatin..