past 1 month have been the worst in entire 22years.
exam battles, friends, and that one particular issue.

我一辈子的痛。。

wanted to keep it and not tell anymore. but i really need that pair of listening ear and support. one person whom i need not pretend to be strong.
i guess ultimately i didnt really break down to her as i would in many nights before i sleep.

never feel so lost and heartbroken before.. really feel those sadness that comes deep from the heart..

thanks yijin for being there.. constantly showing me your concern. and for supporting any decision that ive made.. i really needed those.

altho the issue had been 'settled' .. it will forever be buried in my heart and bring me pain and sadness whenever it's brought to mind.