im super bored.. excel excel and more excel.. -.-" somethin new please!!

any idea wad alicia do when she's bored??

☆★ ...-=[AiCiA` ThE cRaB` ]=- ... ★☆ says:
play ji go bak with the air?

its been so long since i last play this game.. hahaha..

LOL!!

hmm.. went partyworld with tang, jin yx and aderson on friday nite frm 7pm-1am..

met up with tang first as she was late for her attachment and decided not to go.. cause tt clementi lady will not buy any reason.. wad kind of person is this? so wad if u live at clementi? u never ever late before mehx?? -.-' haha..my advice to tang is that u better reach interchange at 6 instd of 7 cos u cant predict the jam.. lol.. maybe 6 is a bit too early la.. but play save kae..oh..and the joke bout the 豆芽 was hilarious..

oh ya.. tang got this habit of leavin home without tellin. hahaha.. mi and jin were suppose to meet at 6 for dinner while tang went to her ah ma hse for dinner before meetin us 645 at cwp.. we thought she wld reach at 645 la and didnt inform her that the dinner between me and jin was cancelled.. so this very smart tang actually reach cwp at 615.. lolx.. and i rush dwn after receivin her call.. this is lyk the 2nd or 3rd time ba..

everyone actally sang happily? is happily the correct word? cos i know each of us facin our own probs..whatever la.. oh..even the super shy yx sang.. hahaha..he normally wouldnt sing by himself but he actually did so on fri.. and i seriously think ah du song suits him very much.. hahaha..but i think we gals enjoy more ba.. enjoy coverin up the guys voice..we also played the cannot sing "我你他"..halfway thru we went to mac to get some stuffs..and the 3 of us lyk on CID mission lyk tt.. frm mac to the lift and to our room..that part was super funny la..we totally forgot if there were ppl or cams..hahaha..

after partin with the guys.. we went jin hse there de coffeeshop for a drink.. and i receive a sms from s.kim.. -.-" he already saw me yet sms and ask where am i.. super lame lo..didnt bother to reply.. hahaha..had a chat and send tang home..after which is my home sweet home.. hahaha.. just want to post every details out.. IT WAS REALLY A HAPPY DAY!

from now on..im just goin to use this whatever attitude.. =) and i shall be a happy gal once again! happy with my gals and guys.. especially tang,jin,jes,samantha,alicia,eve,daryl,yx and of cos baobao!

im goin to love my new life..

not yet settle my own prob and another came along..

it doesnt involves me but im always pulled in..caught in the middle.. help pass msg from one party to the other..that time u all talk for 1 whole hour to settle it.. this time?

daryl's fav emo : O.o

ali should know who they are.. zzz..~~~

sam ask if i will see u all often.. i sae no and recall when was the last time i saw anyone of u..

and i remembered seeing you once.. perhaps you shld recall back and see what happen that day.. i saw u once outside partyworld with ur bf..mi and tang was walkin out from the ladies.. after sayin hi..u and tang exchange a few words before we both went back in and i think u went to the ladies..if i was feelin the way u said i was..i wldnt have say hi..not tryin to mean anythin here..just that no matter wad i say..to u all is excuses and all fake..so perhaps this cld show somethin..

-.-"

since when did i sae ppl 见死不救?

suddenly i feel that i fully understand the saying "yue miao yue hei.."

ps: i think i shld accept that offer.. since it comes at a good timing..

在生活中认识的人，很多。
知己，却很少。

人在成长的时候，难免会遇见很多波折。
真心和你一起度过的，很少。真的很少。

有些朋友，你可以交了几年后才知道你交错了。
有些，不用说也知道要你好好的珍惜。

这几天让我看见也听到很多事。
很多感触。

我看见莫人对莫人的付出，
看见了爱情的痛苦，和甜蜜；
明知道没有结果，还如此的珍惜对方。
虽然嘴里没说，但看得出。

我看见了友情的脆弱，
因为误会，让很多人都受音响。
有些人为了解释误会，做了很多。
有些人，却选择逃避。

我听见了人家的目标。
她知道要怎么过自己的人生，
已经安排好了自己的路要怎么走。

我看见了人虚伪的动作，
因为要拿回属于自己的，
所以在莫人面前笑着装好人。

我看见莫人对自己疼爱的人的付出和牺牲,
但得到的是，失望。

我知道有些人心情不好，很低落，
所以很高兴能在她身旁陪着她。

有些人，在你身边时很安静，
但能有她们的陪伴，很舒服。

有些人，离你很远，
但她们的关心，从不离开。
就像天使一样，她们总会在你低落的时候出现。

有些时候，
语言说不出心里的感谢，
说不出我们需要陪伴，
说不出彼此的爱，
只要心里知道，
我想，已经足够了。

有些事不知道没有必要追问，
有些事知道了我装不懂。

有些人，不说再见不是舍不得，
而是没有必要了。
有些人，不说再见，
是因为还希望还能见面。

我陷入了别人的世界里，
才知道我没勇气，
有时我很幼稚，也可以很冲动。

但在那一瞬间，
我突然觉得，
就算没有喜欢的人在身边，
我也一样很幸福。

谢谢你们，
我爱你们。

extracted from alicia's blog.. find it meaningful and might just hit you..

shoutout!

thanks yijin, samantha, alicia, evelyn, kelvin, yixiang, den, kim & paul..
you all may not realise it.. but some of the words and things u guys do actually made me felt better.. things such as those jokes.. replyin to my msn nick when u dun exactly know wad it meant..the gatherin also.. even durin the pool game.. durin each meal or each conversations.. THANKS.

and a special and big thanks to yap tangwee.. for the sms-es last nite.. its great to know ur shoulder is there.. and ur jiayou.. =) and thanks for trustin me and standin by my side.

thanks to baobao also.. thanks for not askin why i have to leave early durin ur bdae.. for not probin wad happen when i broke down that day..

to toonie: i may go have that piercin too!! to mark a new lesson in life!! but im scared cos i know its goin to be damn pain.. im not u hoh.. nt scared of pain.. haha..

finally im back to work..still no mood but just drag myself here..

been doin excel and im now at row 2119.. and its only like less than 1/5 done.. lol.. can cut and paste but formula all gone.. cos some formula invovles other spreadsheet.. if i paste special..it wont auto change if i make amendments.. Zzz.. i think so la.. hahaha..

going out on friday night!! it may be the last gatherin..

got to type this real quick.. my adapter is throwin its temper.. alicia know it best.

can anyone get it clear that no one was a bitch or a bitch to be? ive alrdy told those relevant people how exactly to know wad ive blog tt dae itself.. can u all tell the others wad exactly is blog other than wad u all can see?

its a fact i was upset with seow yen.. i can openly say it here..i dun have to type it nameless-ly.. over tang's issue no one can be blame except tt bastard itself..maybe when first heard bout it will angry or wadever..but so wad? lyk wad she has said..tang dun blame her than who are we to do so.. and since tang said her mind might nt chg even if she has knew it earlier..the more no one is to be blame.. another issue that trigger me to tell eileen i was upset with her. why did she have to know why sam trsf to wdl? u can ask me or ask sam directly if u wana know. we never expect u all not to be curious ovr this..no one trsf school in the middle of nowhere for no reasons..~ why did u have to ask ppl did she gave birth or got pregnant? hw wld u feel if i were to sae that of ur best fren?
to round it up..
ive never blame sy, haze or whoever for tt late news..
ive never intentionally label whoever is a bitch..~

if u all diedie wan someone to be it.. fine.. let me be.. since im alrdy like the cause of eileen's issue..

to elyn: ive said whatever i want to you.. u can choose not to reply.. its up to u..

if i lie bout the blamin n labellin..i will swear upon it..like wad ive swear previously..

alicia: "u know hoh.. she and her sister look very alike.. they are twins.."
agnes: LOL!! of cos la..

mooncakes make alicia toot..

well.. first time without listenin to both side of a story and such a big misunderstandin arise..u are my friend..even if in words i sae anythin harsh..as a friend u shld know i dun mean it that way..no point sayin so much..

went baibai just now.. drew 2 lots.. one for my consultation another for friendship.. both wasnt so good..

the person who help to 'jie qian' sae my first lot bout the consultation didnt look good.. the other lot.. he sae the misunderstandin is caused by gossips.. which i think its true..

yijin is so free that she went all the way to newton just for dinner and back.

hahahaha.. met her after work to have ice cream..as sam's suggested.. can see jin reluctancy to go newton but she still go cos she promise her frend alrdy..

== dunno wad to write also.. just blog cos i told her i will blog bout her goin there n back.. to shw how 'good' she is..

i tried to figure out am i angry or am i sad..

i think im sad..
i think im disappointed..
i think im devastated..

cant concentrate on my work at all......


i begin to wonder did i not do enough as a friend?
i need a good cry..

part of one's life

once A had this friend B.. they know each other in school and gradually became closer.. going out and sharin one another experiences and feelings..

one important thing they 2 went thru was a major exam.. they do revision and study together.. after the result was release.. B got into poly while A didnt. when they meet up, B will just blah bout her poly life, her friends, how busy it is in poly and so on.. had she thought of hw A felt?

slowly they didnt seems to contact anymore..when they did..its to ask some small stuffs or borrow things.. zzz.. (well..u can bullshit sae wad frends need not always stay in contact)..

-edited- but after this incident.. that's it.. its over.. u are the bitch ive put on my msn nick? the bitch who anyhow talk without brain.. anyhow come up with ur own version of story.. i swear i didnt.. when u sae u needed a job.. i never help u look out? didnt i tell u almost all the part time jobs i came across? did i tell anyone you told me you dont like her?

saw someone's shout out on friendster that goes.. "one bitch is all it takes to crumble everything. find the bitch before it's too late. i already know who the bitch is. do you?"

yea.. i alrdy know who it is..


told jin i dunno whether to be angry or to be sad.. its lyk someone u trusted so much yet do this kinda thing.. nvm.. shall just laugh it off.. as long as those i needed their trust believe me.. and as promised..i will just blog and leave it..

so here goes my "laugh it off"

LOL!! =D

if any of the abv is not true.. i will die soon in a horrible way..in my heart.. b is still the innocent fren that i trust..i dunno if shes really the one.. i dun have the chance to really ask bout it..no point bringin it up and make it big again..no matter wad.. i just hate those bitches whom are out to spoil ppl r/s.. im alrdy 19.. i know wads to kept secret.. im no longer the 'agnes' that u all know in secondary school.. did u all even get a chance to know mi further durin that time? not to mention now.. she believed me.. but wad if she didnt? am i goin to lose a frend just lyk tt?maybe i shldnt call u all bitch as well cos i dunno u all well..but im just angry..and totally sad.

09/09

went Bugis with alicia and yixiang. the actual plan was to go baibai, walk walk and collect ali's grad photo. well..alicia was being 'idiotic' tt dae.. she want to collect her grad photos when the shop is close on sundays.. Lol

first stop we went to baibai first.. well.. the outsome pls refer to http://www.aliciasoh.com/ cos im lazy to type.. hahaha..cos i didnt get the ans i want..

2nd stop is bugis street. settle out lunch there as well.. we went to almost every shop that sell watches and i got one for myself.. ali got 1 too.. and some earrings.. it was damn cheap la.. so before makin our way to Bugis Junction..i walk pass this shop that sell tees.. cute tees.. ali buy 3.. i got 1 and yx got 2.. actually yx buy 1 only la.. but i sell him another one cos not HE find it not suitable..

3rd stop, Bugis Junction where He came to join us.. hahaha.. went to giordana or whatever the spellin is.. got a shirt for him since he din want the one i buy frm bugis street.. and He got a pair of shoes.. ali n yx left frm there..

-edited-
4th stop, TCC.. 4 of us went there to slack and drink.. hahaha.. out of 4 drinks..only 2 were nice.. at least to me.. yx order a juliet rose if im nt wrong.. eeee..so disgustin.. lyk drinkin flower.. haha.. HE order mocha villa if nt wrong also.. i think it wld be nicer if it was sweeter.. ali order dunno wad mint..i nv try cos i dun llike mint..but she sae its nice..so its one of the nice drinks.. hahaha.. lastly my mocha oreo.. quite common drink.. i wont try new flavour unless it really attracts me.. hahaha..or when other ppl try le and give good comments.. =x

5th stup, suntec convention/city.. went to look for my mum and walk at the food fair.. leave my bags with my mum and went suntec city..

conclusion -
tiring dae for us and our wallet..
i tempt alicia into buyin stuffs.. hahaha..lucky the shoe she wants to buy dun have her size..if not she spent alot..


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9th sept 2006.. =)

wow.. so fast its been a year alrdy.. lots of ups n downs.. hope everythin will go smoothly from now..

1 year and counting..........

my mum woke me up at 8.15 this mornin.. just to accompany her have breakfast before she go work.. -.-" she ask me help her hang the clothins after i came back.. and i told her i rather sleep first.

ended up now is 4pm and ive yet to sleep.. hahaha.. but did all the things that she ask me to le.. now sleep like not rite lehx.. later night time cant sleep...

hmmm.. go find things to do.. `

i log onto blogger.com just now..with a thinkin to just save as draft for the post that was posted ytd nitex bout 11+++..

thinkin that no one read it.. haha.. but i think alicia read it.. did u?? cos when i check my blog.. i saw ur tag le..

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now im so bored at work.. since 11+ this mornin ive been free.. when everyone is busy. so busy that they got no time to assgn work to me.. hahaha.. time now is 1.37pm.. how long more am i goin to be free? all the way till 5.45? LOL