im very very tired..
din sleep well for beri long..

hurt my leg.. -.-" hab to wear sandals to school tmr..
damn pain..
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imagine this conversation wib a close person..

a: will u cum for my bdae party?
b: i will consider..
a: consider than forget it ba..

note: the bdae party is 1 mth++ away..~~

my 200th post for this bloggy~

now daryl huat rome jiajie and grace at my place.. just had dinner..~ all of them hangin in da living room.. mum and mi in da room.. i bloggin, she playin cards- yesh.. alone..

everyone is beri beri full le.. later still got cake.. aw~
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mood swing now actually..

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exam is around the corner.. projects due dates are already in the corner.. dunno why, always wan do last minute work.. told my mum for this module i won't score.. maybe just nice pass.. too many things are goin on..

came back home after goin cwp wib sam and yx.. go by cake for sam de mum.. oh ya.. our mum's bdae fall on d same dae.. wad a conincidence..~~

went to crystal jade for dinner.. beri full wor.. its a family set meal..

someone ask mi blog bout wad i ate.. so here goes..~~
got fried rice.. beef.. fish.. soup.. a dunno wad thingy plus another dunno wad thingy.. and dessert.. hahaha.. i dunno how to type in english na..

think ttz bout it..

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1900-112-3303

first time bloggin in school..~~

just finish my presentation for BZC an hr plus ago.. before i actually stand up there.. i was already very nervous.. yx sae i dun hab to cos people around me got confidence in mi.. of cos lyk tt sae.. cant possibly bring down a preson just before his/her doom time rite..

standin up there.. i started talkin which i, myself oso dunno wad im mumbling about.. i went quite fast that i miss out a few points.. -.-" i din manage to maintain my eye contact.. my side was bright and the others were dark.. so i just lookin ard aimlessly.. except the teacher who was sitting at the bright side of cos..

after presenting.. felt a bit weird ar.. lyk the feelin of breaking down?? sms-ed 3 people tellin how lousy and how i hate myself..~~ one sae altho i did it fast, it was consider ok.. the other told mi that "everythin is now past. do better at ur next presentation. learn from this one" and lastly.. my les partner.. makin mi promise that i won't break down.. but at that point of time.. i was at the verge of it.. vision was blur-ed...... lucky no one noticed it.. cos it was dark..

is lyk people pin their hop and wad kind of lousy presentation i did??
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suppose to do the PR case study report now.. but the com is damn laggy.. and im not in any mood to do anythin also.. i dun need any more sympathy words from anyone.. i noe who will be there for mi when i need it.. who is showin real concern and who's not.. all these need not be shown.. people just noe......

im tokin rubbish..

mornin went to meet dominic.. than meet yx watch rumour has it..after that i hab to cum back home.. but who noes man.. the dinner postpone to tmr..

was told to get dinner for my bro.. after buyin.. he called and actually wanted mi not to buy.. too bad.. and than was told to buy egg oso.. after buyin.. mum called to sae no need buy.. too bad again i buy liaoz.. -.-" cant they tell mi earlier so that i can save up tt $5? im so so broke already..

hand ard at cwp till nearly 6 than cum back le.. zzz.. later maybe will study for evm.. depends see got study mood nort..

just back from watchin final destination 3.. hmmz.. not bad ar the show..

got some ew scene.. but.. LOL.. im more brave than the 2 person i watch wib..
-first few people die on the roller coaster
-2 person tio burn
-head tio fan
-head tio smash
-head got nails go in
-than someone gt pierce in on the body
-some board drop on someone and i think body split? i oso dunno
-lastly.. 3 person die on da train..~~~
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walk home after watchin the show.. on da way.. yx keep thinkin of wad kind of scene can be included.. and wantin to suggest to FD4..~~ LOL

later goin watch final destination 3 wib jinjin and yixiang..

lyk quiet gross the show.. omg..~
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forgive and forget.
you are forgiven..

i smell of seoul garden.. ew..~ mum went to bathe first..

went S.Garden wib those ppl mention in my previous post.. daryl, saman, rome, my mum and mi.. spend bout $115~~ i ask mum fork out 70 will do.. so i pay for the remainin 45bucks.. im broke.. sundae maybe share dinner cost wib bro.. and monday buy cake.. -.-" no money pay for my hp bill liaoz.. ltr tio cut.. whahahaha..~ =(

decided to ask my mum to J8 ans ask her to choose her present.. she mentioned before she wanted to get a couple of da newbie shirt.. but i scared u buy le she dun like..~

goin for dinner at marina bay later.. wib saman, daryl, jerome, my mum and myself.. lolx..
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sundae meetin Mr. Dominic.. shld i go??
what if... wad if.............

im caught in a dilemma~~

after school went j8 see wad thingy to buy for my mum.. walk and walk.. till level 4 or wad.. saman stop at the cinema there and sae she wan watch movie.. so we went to catch 'The Fog".. not bad na.. just a bit typical lor.. than go NTUC buy things so that she can cook for dinner..

yep.. i din manage to get anythin for my mum..- YET~

leg more and more pain.. -.-"

mum saw mi tryin to figure out where pain.. she sae she help mi tui.. -.-" i intended to do it myself de.. but she noe i wun tui properly.. so she help mi..

but i din tell her where's the most pain de.. i tell her there is blue black cannot tui..

nw realli pain till lyk a bit numb numb.. sobx.. sad sad

im so smelly.. -.-"

last nitex sleep early than wake up up 1am.. than online.. do my BZC presentation.. finish le.. actually haven na.. lolx..

than suppose to meet jerome 7 pei mi go see doc.. but i decided not to go and just let my leg be lyk this.. so at 3am++.. i tell him meet 830 at cwp instead.. hab breakfast than meet daryl they all 9.. hahaha.. but piggy mi 7+ feel tired wanted to zzz.. so ask him meet 9.. and guess wad.. his phone flat and he woke up late.. LOL

so we meet 940 at cwp.. he came wib his mum.. never sae de.. than as i walk towards them i was thinkin.. 'is tt his mum?' than rome ask 'how mani times u see my mum le still dunno'..~~ sorrie lahz.. stay at there till 10+++++ than went tekong park meet huat jiajie and daryl.. they kns de.. they play street soccer than leave mi n rome play bball.. hahaha.. make a fool out of myself.. so funny de.. than when the rest join us.. they play 2on2.. muhahaha.. i forget who win.. think is huat grp.. ^^

after everythin go cwp de Courts pay for my installment~~ oh ya.. kns.. at the station there.. gt a guy knock onto daryl and wah lau.. still wan punch daryl.. as tt idiot bastard walk pass mi.. an smell beer lahz.. liquor lahz.. smelly.. so early drunk..~ toopid. than he still stare at daryl and ryl put the paiseh sign.. than i scld daryl why apologise.. KNS!!~ fuck*n idiotic assh0le drunkard~! somemore is adult.. wah lau.. @#$%^&(

oh ya.. forget sae i smelly cos play just nw..

haix..

disappointed.

sobby sobby..

DAMN IT!!

i think im gettin retarded..
i just tang dao wo de shou.. =(
hand touch hot hot thingy and burn..? burnt? wadeva.. there goes my 2 thumb..

FUC*!!

din sleep well last nitex.. zzz.. than went school nor.. got the dragon boat thingy..
-.-"

at first hold the paddle wrongly.. but ltr the instuctor correct mi than learn.. than when row that time.. dun realli everyone doin it at the same timin.. than i was in the center.. than kinda lyk seems to be my fault at first.. than slowly realise its not mi.. so i feel less guilty.. but can i?? lolx.. but i noe my thumb kena hit by the paddle.. -.-" lolx.. so toot..

hahaha.. but over all is fun.. gettin all wet.. hahaha.. splash splash splash..~~ after gettin off from the 'boat'.. squart infront of the tap and wash.. so refreshin.. lolx..

took 16 to city hall there than so funny.. mi sam and yamnie all wet walk in raffles city.. whahaha.. than go there de ladies and change than took train to khatib and take cab home.. hao lei ohh.. lei si le..
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now tokin on phone wib my les partner.. so lame shyt.. ask mi check for bus 190 de route.. sae go sbs webby.. than i see dun hab sae i eye got stamp.. end up is SMRT!!!~ bish bish bish.. f u.. -.-"

LOL

i started my first les relationship todae..

^^

hahaha.. before my mum came back last nitex bout 7 plus.. i already in my lala land le.. lolx.. 8+ cruise sms mi remind mi watch some program.. i saw da sms but din get up and continue my journey in lala land..

bro came back i think bout 10.. so i went back my room thinkin that i lay on my bed awhile than its time to get up le.. but who noes.. i get up it was already 9+ in da mornin~~!! muhahaha.. i slept for 14 hours or so man.. finally got back all the sleepin i nid.. lolx.. CIO!!~
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went to temple wib my mum.. ltr goin watch movie.. with jin jin and my mama.. lolx.. watch im not stupid too.. lolx.. again~

=)

todae got the team buildin thingy.. hahaha.. fun na.. altho leg more pain le but quite worth it na.. =)
than school ended early.. bout 12 lyk tt..

hmmz.. went J8 after that.. suppose to stay there till bout 3+ or 4.. cos sam sae if she go back early.. she will play game and dun wan go back wdl de home liaoz.. -.-" zzz
but she suddenly recall she nid to do laundry.. -.-''

while we walk walk.. saw aisha.. she alone so ask her join us nor.. than she haven eat so we go long john.. while she go queue.. i zzz.. than while she eat.. mi sam and yamnie all zzz.. lolx.. so bad lehz we all.. but im realli beri tired.. ZZZ.. than mum sae she wan cum j8 find mi but in da end she sae will be late.. wah lau.. than i ask her cum another dae.. i wan sleep..

so i reach home bout 4 i think.. than bathe and use computer awhile.. mum sae she go find her frend nearby and will buy things back to cook.. think i will zzz first.. lolx..

cheers~~~!!

sobx.. ytd the part that got kok-ed now swollen.. wah lau..
"AGNES CAN U STAY IN ONE PIECE??"
-.-" im still in one piece ma.. just tt right hand got the burnt scar.. and the small small injury after gettin poke by pencil where the led? lead? went into my skin.. aw.. high man..
than right leg ankle there swollen.. hahaha.. this is small case le hoh.. =) ltr half paralysed.. hohoho..
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after school went serangoon to pass my mum frend some stuff.. than went back J8 since the bus stops there.. saw mark lee and tt miss sg.. jamie duno wad.. teo i suppose.. walk ard than went to causeway point.. thinkin back.. we got so much time why dun wan go town lehz? LOL

went cwp.. go had tau suan and ice kachang.. we shared.. lolx.. cold and hot.. if my mum noe this.. she's gonna nag nag nag~ =x than went to look for her gift.. wanted to get her the nail set de.. but think again wan her maintain long nails she will 'die'.. she sae cos she nid to do housework.. lolx.. who doesnt? =x
than continue to alk ard lor.. think will get her the radio from courts.. cos she lyk it.. she =) i =(.. lolx.. pocket gt hole.. but she dae will share half da cost cos quite ex..

damn it.. went to different store to put a small bell on the bracelet.. than the different shops sae they cant put it for thingy ttz not their brand.. cmon lahz.. not as if im not goin to pay rite.. duh!!~ oh ya.. got one shop sae can na.. but they can put da bell on the bracelet itself without puttin the extension thingy.. whers ur brain??!~~~ ok na.. maybe cos i nv show her the bracelet than she dunno.. and she was friendly.. so forget bout it..

b4 goin home.. went admiralty meet up wi my mum~~ she can be quite crap that i will feel lyk slappin her.. =x LOL

liew.. just nw i wan sleep lehz.. cos i dun hab enough sleep for the pass few daysss and tonight gotta stay on da phn whole nitex~ but damn it again.. i slept at bout 7.. now is 10.13.. i actually intended to sleep till midnight.. why why why?? yamnie called.. paul called.. my aunt called.. sms-es came beepin away.. aw~ =( serve mi right dun wan put silent.. but wad if got urgent thingy lehz? alamak~
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ALICIA!!!!!
i forgot to pay u the noodle money tt time.. next time meet up remind mi..
lolx

instead of watchin i not stupid too last nitez.. we catch fearless instead.. hmmz.. the cinema damn crowded~ the movie was nice.. another movie ttz worth another tix money. and THANKS yijin for the rose hoh.. lolx.. altho u noe u noe.. muhahaha..

kns de lehz.. todae knock my leg on da bus.. the old old kind of bus.. i was too tired and wasnt in any mood but tt knock wake mi up from my morning-dreamin.. yawnz~~

got the v dae present from cruise le.. is a bracelet.. got circle and star star de.. beri nice ohh.. was told it's full wib his sincerity and best wishes.. wow..~

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quite alot of frenz de exam comin up le.. all the best..
especially to tang lahz hoh.. cos seems lyk she is workin hard. hahaha
i believe others oso must be doin so as well.. jiayou ba~!!
get enought rest and dun over stress..

5.10pm..

its valentine ohh.. hahaha.. to all couple, cuddle more todae.. hahaha.. im tokin crap.. and to the singles.. nvm.. get all ur single frend cum out and kok all couple tt walk pass u.. lolx~

crap crap crap..

yx now at my place.. ltr goin meet jin jin and shufang.. lolx.. so funny de combination..~ think goin to watch i not toopid too.. again.. hahaha.. but nvm na.. good movie is worth another tix money.. lolx..

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

11/02/06

hmmz.. suppose to meet yx 5.30 at dhoby ghaut.. but bout 5 i still at home and yet to prepare.. lolx.. so instead meet bout 6+ at admiralty.. lolx.. im so good at cheatin ppl to meet somewhere near mi.. =x
well.. better than waitin there for an hour plus rite.. at least theres somthin to do..

reach Plaza Sing.. walk around first~ than he got a shirt.. not bad ar.. betterthan the vintage de.. than went for dinner before accompanyin mi to meet another side of frenz..

was at a place call crew room.. hmmz.. like that place, when its not so crowded.. had gin+tonic.. so is gin tonic lahz.. im blabbin nonsense~ duh!! got the piggy that i wanted and a ring.. which doesnt really fits.. LOL~ after that went TCC..

was home earlier than usual.. bout 1+..

hahaha.. todae after school went j8 walk walk.. than saman got mi a gift..~ lingerie.. LOL -.-" rite.. after that got some things to put her guy de mp4~ than go mustafa.. wah lau.. toopid yx de frend.. toot de.. slap slap.. lolx..

after that meet shuxian go bugis.. now her turn to buy her guy de v dae present.. boxers.. than mi and saman got some more thingy.. oh ya.. i buy cruise some thingy oso.. actually wanted to buy hp pouch.. but cant find the billabong that i wanted to buy for him.. so got him something else..~ duh!~

than someone buy things hoh.. never check wan lehz.. wah lau.. lucky haven give people.. ltr tio slap.. hahaha.. so went to get another thingy for that person..~

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i saw jun xian todae.. zzz
twice.

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and.. i sort of finish the biz plan le.. cheers!!

09/02/06
hmmz.. went bugis after school.. went sim lim to get saman bf his v dae present.. a mp4.. saman is rich.. rob her.. lolx.. than went cwp to get some guy de v dae present.. on da way back.. rain super heavy.. and the bus super cold.. and the super tired us slept in the bus.. haha.. got the gift i wan to buy le.. but not satisfied wib the wordings..

and hoh.. i did a good deed todae.. i suppose na..~ cheers!!

help help help.

urg~

when laughter fades, the scars will last forever.

altho im not tt close wib her.. those time we spent together.. i must sae she taught mi that life is full of ups and downs..

life is indeed very short.
you never noe when you will bid the world goodbye.
how could god took such a nice ger away?
she is only lyk 20?

deepest sympathy and condolences to her family..

you never noe.. one day someone might just call you and sae 'agnes passed away'~

add on to 030206..

oh ya.. ZODIAC..

its more of 2D than 3D ba.. altho i dunno wadz the difference.. but both people who went wib mi got tt comment.. hahaha.. its pretty lame.. and definitely not worth my $9.50.. LOL.. im poor people..

i got alot to blog de.. lyk makin fun of alicia.. but i forget all bout wad happen.. gosh..~ maybe i shld forget more impt stuff lyk forgetin to do my presentaion.. LOL =x
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shamed.

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meet alicia go bugis take her vcd.. think she is quite happy she got it at a lower price.. after that went tamp watch zodiac wib min wei.. lolx.. he sae im damn ma fan.. who ask u not gal lehz..

oh ya.. one stupid thingy put mi aeroplane.. lolx.. than i sms pretendin im very very pissed off.. hahaha.. but actually i oso can meet another side de frenz.. muhahaha.

than after everythin.. went crew room to drink.. had vodka lime and bourbon coke.. e.. the coke thingy taste so disgustin.. but i lose in game so no choice..~ zzzzz
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chingay started at 8+++++++++ instead of 7.30.. LOL.. must be not actual dae than they delay..

i got nothin to blog.

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after school go saman place take her guy de monitor go repair.. its damn heavy. reach toa payoh than go there walk walk awhile.. after tt go yishun buy some stuff than came back home.. tired.

din sleep well last nitex.. slept for 3hrs?
im really tired.
so tired of everythin.
tired of the tears shed.
tired of life.
tired of hearin problems.
tired of school.
tired of solvin problems.
tired of laughin.

im just so so so tired.
haiz~

things to be done for school.. ASAP~ and it sux.. urg!!~

-BZC presentation
-PR case study
-Business Plan thingy.. Inter-ITE College Enterprise Competition 2006 -.-"
-Organising the Graduation nite thingy for year 2.. dunno still can carry on or not..

i think till now is this 4.. omg..

31st jan

hmmz.. wake up bout 9+? or 10+? no idea oso.. hahaha.. tang came to my place first while i prepare myself.. than took a cab go rome house first bai nian.. actually got daryl oso de.. but he nid to pack the house.. soooo guai hoh~ lolx..
after that we went causeway point meet up wib daryl and jiajie go ahhuat's place.. stay there bout an hour? the guys were playin games.. and they almost play another round if they werent stopped.. -.-"

hahaha.. last stop.. went admiralty place meet yixiang, aderson and aderson's frenz.. yep.. his frenz.. i dunno who she is, just heard of her name before. hmmz.. than all 8 of us came over to my place nor.. forget to mention aderson's frend name- ai jia? i think its spelled like tt ba.. hmmz.. actually they make mi very pissed off lor.. all of us were playin blackjack together wib my mum.. they 2 sit one corner and did their stuff.. worse is when they came.. they stood outside and din wanted to cum in when the rest have already sae hi to my mum and bro.. -.-" wad the.. my mum almost hab to invite them in.. im lyk 'wad do u guys think u are doin?' and they stay only awhile and left.. urgggg!

back to the blackjack game~ liew.. first few games i feel lyk killin myself.. keep losin.. after that change luck.. hahah.. so din realli win or lose.. win de money can eat ice cream.. hahaha.. oh ya.. jiajie de 2 frens came over and aliaster oso.. hahaha.. one of the gal, grace, find her quite blur blur cute cute de.. lolx.. =x we all play till bout 7 than goin off for dinner..

tang and the 2 gals din went wib us..~ -.-" and i was asked to go back and change shoe when we are already under my blk.. duh!! no choice, go back change to heels .. sianz.. zzzzzzzzzz
went marina square the 'changin appetites' to eat.. if wrong spellin than too bad~ hahaha.. 7 of us add up to $120++ mi and huat de is $25 each.. we ate the same stuff.. exactly the same except mine is mocha freeze while he drank chocolate.. hahaha.. its so damn big lor.. than daryl share wib mi.. and i gave parts of my fish and chip away.. its big big big..

the guys some went play pool..some go play arcade.. nothin much to mention here ba.. oh ya.. saw 2 sec ex sch mates.. only noe one is mclin.. if im not wrong.. hahaha.. wanted to take cab home.. but there was 5 of us goin back woodlands.. -.-" wanted to throw jiajie into the bot de.. but.... new year ma.. dun bully him.. whahahha.. reach home bout 12+ or 1am i think..