dont know what ive been busy with.. or maybe its just laziness..
hahaha.. my room is in a mess, my mail box is flooded..
finally have time today to go thru my emails and also to send out some mails..

hmm..
have you ever look back at ur memories and hope to change certain things?
maybe wishing you didnt do that, or doing it in another way?
i guess everyone does.. just a matter of if you wanna admit it.

for me, there's things i wanna change..
family, friends, r/s, work... ...
but we all know its not possible and we can only hope for the future to be better.

ahhh.. for now i need time to decide what course i wanna take.
dont wanna be stuck with something i dont like..
Bbbbaaaaaa~