first time bloggin in school..~~

just finish my presentation for BZC an hr plus ago.. before i actually stand up there.. i was already very nervous.. yx sae i dun hab to cos people around me got confidence in mi.. of cos lyk tt sae.. cant possibly bring down a preson just before his/her doom time rite..

standin up there.. i started talkin which i, myself oso dunno wad im mumbling about.. i went quite fast that i miss out a few points.. -.-" i din manage to maintain my eye contact.. my side was bright and the others were dark.. so i just lookin ard aimlessly.. except the teacher who was sitting at the bright side of cos..

after presenting.. felt a bit weird ar.. lyk the feelin of breaking down?? sms-ed 3 people tellin how lousy and how i hate myself..~~ one sae altho i did it fast, it was consider ok.. the other told mi that "everythin is now past. do better at ur next presentation. learn from this one" and lastly.. my les partner.. makin mi promise that i won't break down.. but at that point of time.. i was at the verge of it.. vision was blur-ed...... lucky no one noticed it.. cos it was dark..

is lyk people pin their hop and wad kind of lousy presentation i did??
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suppose to do the PR case study report now.. but the com is damn laggy.. and im not in any mood to do anythin also.. i dun need any more sympathy words from anyone.. i noe who will be there for mi when i need it.. who is showin real concern and who's not.. all these need not be shown.. people just noe......

im tokin rubbish..