past 1 month have been the worst in entire 22years.
exam battles, friends, and that one particular issue.

我一辈子的痛。。

wanted to keep it and not tell anymore. but i really need that pair of listening ear and support. one person whom i need not pretend to be strong.
i guess ultimately i didnt really break down to her as i would in many nights before i sleep.

never feel so lost and heartbroken before.. really feel those sadness that comes deep from the heart..

thanks yijin for being there.. constantly showing me your concern. and for supporting any decision that ive made.. i really needed those.

altho the issue had been 'settled' .. it will forever be buried in my heart and bring me pain and sadness whenever it's brought to mind.

dont know what ive been busy with.. or maybe its just laziness..
hahaha.. my room is in a mess, my mail box is flooded..
finally have time today to go thru my emails and also to send out some mails..

hmm..
have you ever look back at ur memories and hope to change certain things?
maybe wishing you didnt do that, or doing it in another way?
i guess everyone does.. just a matter of if you wanna admit it.

for me, there's things i wanna change..
family, friends, r/s, work... ...
but we all know its not possible and we can only hope for the future to be better.

ahhh.. for now i need time to decide what course i wanna take.
dont wanna be stuck with something i dont like..
Bbbbaaaaaa~

result was release yesterday..
first time in my life im reluctant to check my result..

hahaha.. even yx computer dont want me to check cos it kept on disconnecting~
but ok la.. i was worried for nothing~

2A 1B.. better than i expected for MA n Mkt..
*phew*

moral of the story?
last min study also can..
HAHAHAHAH!

分手后不可以做朋友因为彼此伤害过

不可以做敌人因为彼此深爱过

所以成了最熟悉的陌生人

WEE! 10 mins to end of work.. haven been using much heart to blog.
hahaha..

school have been ok.. just finish my 3rd semester and 2 more to go.
sem3 is my slackest sem, never put in much effort to study, result sure cui~
i deserve it i know. -.-

work here at burlington, so far so good. workload is not heavy at all..~ today is the busiest day so far after 2 months..
work at PSA is fine too. get to work night shift with yx.. muhahaha~ someone to talk to when i get sleepy and can disturb him. lol

working more this month cos its sch holidays.. but just wanna go out play whenever possible! this thur going msia, friday mj, next thur gonna pon work accompany yx to his dental appt, following wed meeting jinjin, tang n eve~

so little play time! BBaaaa..!

exams coming in 7 days.
haven touch any notes yet.. zzz

die die die..
MA, HR, MKT
BBBAAAAA!!!!

blissful.
=D