been dating with cash flow for past 2 hours.
we just look at each other and it smile.
the end of the day, FU LA!
hahaha..

alright, tts not my purpose of blogging.

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lately, theres been these few people that make me doubt their intention.

just wanna say to A:
after seeing the selfish side of u ytd,
it really let me doubt if our fs is just a facade.
are we just making use of each other? perhaps for companionship.. or plainly becos u wanna take advantage of me? whatever it is, im gonna be cautious towards you.

and to B:
its too late to make any amendments.
think before u show any other people ur *toot* attitude next time,
esp when the other party did nothing.

aiya.. say say only.
after a few days, i will forget to be on my guard.

fml

old blog skin went crazy.

stop sms-ing or msn-ing me the same old thing.
dun take me to anymore roller coaster ride.

thank you.

its like u wanna do something for tt person,
than she give u one slap.

if u wanna show ur attitude,
show it somewhere else.

not to me.

been staying up late.
only slept for 11 hours for the past 3 days..
damn tired but still like quite high everyday.

LOL!
i think im crazy.

thats why my mood lately has been like a roller coaster,
and u seems to play a part in controlling it.

random 1,
new blog song, winter in my heart.

random 2,
going msia tmr with mama n bro.

random 3,
exams coming up in 2o days.

random 4,
i know zero for stats,
nth for bc
ok for fa.

random 5,
i pray...

wad regression equation?
wad age of car increase by 1 yr, wad price decrease.

wtf??

hahaha.. dunno what stanley talking about man.
im dead. 8th lesson alrdy, and i dunno a single thing.

BBAAAAAAAA!!

i cant do it.
why?!

an entry that no one other than myself will understand..
you can just skip it.

ive been having somethings that linger in my mind but i cant figure out what exactly it is.
too many things that im confused.

is it this, that or what?
ive made a wrong decision on that issue.. i wanna clear it up.
but certain part of me is against it, perhaps the selfish part.
i dont think im a selfish person.. am i?
maybe i didnt realise it.

and for that..
all of me is made known, but for this, i have to and will keep it just to myself.
maybe if one day things change, i will let it out.
but for now, let me sort it out properly and keep it to myself.

hope that i wont make any more wrong decision,
hope that i wont have any unnecessary thoughts,
hope that i wont misunderstand anything else,
hope that i wont have any unwanted feelings,
hope that the selfish part of me go away soon,
hope that i will be more sensible and dont cry over the slightest thing, like now.

why am i even feeling sad?

i dont remember feeling this way before,
why did all these things have to mess up my life?

i wanna get over it.
maybe i should just distant away from all these
and from you

HAHAHHAHA!
suddenly realise it can be referring to another thing.

-.-"

=x

aku mau sembunyi dan nangis kuat-kuat

actually this topic have been on my mind lately..
didnt get a chance to think about it.

thanks for clearing the doubts for me..
next time anyone bring up this again, we would have a definite ans for them
hahahaha!

find our own 'bird' soon ya..
muhahahha..

somehow, certain things said let me have a weird feeling..